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SHERLOCK HOLMES. ([personal profile] deductions) wrote2012-08-28 02:32 pm

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[personal profile] samantha_grey 2012-09-12 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
In truth? Yes. A few people, but more pity me and refuse to get themselves out of the line of fire. It does not promise to avoid more blood on my hands before this is finished.
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[personal profile] samantha_grey 2012-09-12 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
Not so far as I know. It comes and it goes, but it's rare. It's simply very damaging when it happens as a rule. I'm still working on it one way or another.
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[personal profile] samantha_grey 2012-09-12 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
That side of me is a homicidal rapist with a penchant for torture, violation and the rush of blasphemous and taboo behavior. [To say that she sounded uncomfortable as she said that would have been the understatement of the year. She swallowed thickly. She rarely put it quite so baldly.] She... no, I'm a monster during those times who uses people as toys, and I have a love for breaking my toys, sometimes permanently.

Admittedly, I haven't been able to do some of the worst things here that I did in my world under that influence. My powers are lessened, and that part of me has played it 'safe' for now, so the damage has been... slightly less.

[There was, after all, at least one body in her count so far, not to mention that Karuika had never spoken to her since.]
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[personal profile] samantha_grey 2012-09-14 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
I've met worse. Doesn't change what that side is. It's still as homicidal and dangerous regardless. I wouldn't say it's such a good thing that broken toys are repaired. I know some of them feel otherwise, but it's cruel to make people suffer death more than once. It can crush the spirit, torture the mind...

It's a vicious and hideous thing for them to do to people. But that's their doing. Just another in their list of things I hate about them.
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[personal profile] samantha_grey 2012-09-14 02:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Mainly warning others, extensively, about the danger. There are a few who are timing the events in the hopes of finding a pattern. If we can, we'll try to keep me from getting out and about during risky period, but until then it is still a situation of observation.

But, no... there's been no attempt to incarcerate me as of yet, and there's been far too much forgiveness for my comfort, to they point where they insist upon putting themselves at risk.
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[personal profile] samantha_grey 2012-09-15 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Want? What I want is irrelevant. It always has been. If I'd gotten what I wanted at any point in the last year and a half of this time, we never would have had this conversation. [And what she meant by that, the bitterness bleeding into her tone, she was leaving unstated.] I do not deserve to be forgiven, or trusted. There are people here who refuse to accept the level of danger I can pose at times and associate themselves with me, despite what I've done under that influence. It's... foolish of them.

That stated... we're in the position we're in. Even if there's a simple cycle, I may be coming to you for assistance in other permutations. Simply strapping me to a chair in a dark room once in a while's only a temporary fix. She will get out eventually... So what I may need you for is more rigid experiments and brainstorming. There's herbs here with properties that might defy my world's sciences, after all. [Read: Magic plants.]
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[personal profile] samantha_grey 2012-09-16 11:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Ah, he was trying to convince her of what she should want. That made sense. It wasn't right, but it was... cute in a way.]

I haven't had access to people willing to keep me in check in my home world. It was complicated further by the fact that there was an alarmingly large number of episodes, with a great deal of unpredictability in some periods. It's been considerably more controlled here.

Do you have a better suggestion to ensure binding sticks?
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[personal profile] samantha_grey 2012-09-17 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Traditional medicines haven't worked in the past, either to correct the brain chemistry or to simply knock myself out. I haven't tried here, but so far, only the unpredictable variety of episode has happened making it hard to self-medicate in time.

As for the 'why,' I have a theory. At home, I heard voices, had full blown conversations with entities that I am reasonably sure nobody else could see or hear. Normally, this isn't a good sign for a person's mental stability, and it still isn't here, but what's odd is that none of them have chimed in here. By now, they should have at least made a passing comment. There were seven of them, explicitly, and each viewed itself to be a demon. I know that my father's involved in this madness as well, and I have finally accepted the fact that he has no sway here. Whether he had a hand in my arrival is beside the point. I am outside of his reach here.

If those voices represented real demons, which isn't outside the realm of possibility for me, and he is no longer present, there's healthy odds he and they were exacerbating the problem, making matters much worse than they would be naturally.
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[personal profile] samantha_grey 2012-09-18 03:56 pm (UTC)(link)
You've asked a mouthful, so we'll start with two points. On the chemicals, I agree, but I think I need more punch than Prozac and a shrink if you will. I'm trying to work with these local plants to see if they can cut through my brain chemistry and stop me from having these psychotic breaks.

As for this 'he,' I don't like talking about him much. However, the Doctor's vouched for you. Valefar is my father, an incubus with delusions of grandeur. I don't know much about him, other than that he claims to be a duke in hell, and the lord and patron of thieves. Claimed to have stolen the power of life and death from an archangel once. Whether or not that crap's true, I don't know.

However, I do know this. Bastard's brought me back from the dead five times. I know for a fact I died and didn't just hallucinate it. One time, I was in the states when I died, and came to life off the coast of Ireland.
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[personal profile] samantha_grey 2012-09-20 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
Pretty much seems to be a moment where I just go completely crazy and stay that way for about twenty-four hours or so, if that's what you mean.

As for the far-fetched, what's far-fetched? Me ending up in another place when I came back to life, or me dying and rising in the first place? Or do you mean the whole hell thing? My world had a lot of weird shit.
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[personal profile] samantha_grey 2012-09-20 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
Different worlds, I'm guessing. Might be outright impossible in yours. There's some of these worlds that have stuff I've never even heard of. I'll promise you it's true one way or another.

Besides, how many people you know with horns and a tail that smell a little of brimstone?
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[personal profile] samantha_grey 2012-09-22 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
Eh, it's not really that strong. The few times it really came up, people didn't find it offensive so much as a little unnerving. Just kind of what I have to deal with is all. Fabreeze'll just help the room.
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[personal profile] samantha_grey 2012-09-22 02:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Most I've ever met. It's kind of a ... thing about our hell to have a little bit of sulfur in the air. As for their numbers, I couldn't tell you. There's books that make claims, and my dad used to make a whole heap of them the few times I actually heard him talk, but I couldn't say for sure.

I will say that the one time I got a tour of the place on my own dime, there were a lot of freaking demons down there. More than I could count.

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